La corda doro

Some of my friends asked me to put some pictures on it, but truly to say, i really don't have any nice pictures to show , besides i rarely take pictures. In the future, i may not say i won't but i will try my best to find some nice pictures to show to you all. Sigh, people like me so ugly where to have nice picture to show? I try to find if there is any. Ha

These few days, Hui and i really addicted to an anime called " La Corda doro". It is very nice and the story is saying that there were few musicians who were be selected in taking part in a school competition. The music is very nice and i like Chopin very much. Unfortunately, these few days the network was down and i hardly opened the movie. Hence, to console myself, i went to youtube to find some Chopin's piano songs to fulfill my desire. It is nice to hear and i like it very very much. If you are interested in this anime, please go to the www.crunchyroll.com to check it out. Nice nice~~

Lastly, i haven't finished my summary, so i need to do it now.bye

haha

wahahaha........ quite a long time i was not entering to my blog, actually there were some reasons behind, but hardly to tell you all, it is a secret. These few days, i was in an awful situation because i lost my energy to study and also my appetite. But luckily, i still have my best friend,Hui, to support me and she told me not to be too stress. But now it is too late, i intend to go to bed soon. so good night, and see you tomorrow.

Love them

Today i went out with my grandmother and her friend for a whole day. Firstly, we went to A Yat Bao Yu to have our lunch and after that we went to Amcorp Mall to get my grandma's thing done. After finishing, my grandmother insisted to go to Sri Petaling to buy some textiles. Hence the whole day i did not really study. Besides, the whole day trip really made me so tired even though it was not rushing. In spite of it was tiring, i still need to make it worthy to join this trip. Therefore, i was thinking what is the worthiness that i found in this trip.

I was thinking that when the time i grow old, will i same as my grandmother and her friend? The whole day sitting in front of the television and chasing for Astro on Demand? If Astro on Demand is not available, then watches channel 301~314. If no Astro, then finds my granddaughters and grandsons to play with me. Since we have a great aged gap, will it be hard for us to communicate?If most of my friends disappeared in this world ahead of me, then what should i do without them? Or my husband died before me, then will i be so lonely? If i am single, then i may not have my grandsons and granddaughters to accompany, so how will my life be? lonely, boring, scary or happy?

Looking at my grandma, i feel i am so proud to be her granddaughter because i am able to take care of her and love her. My grandma has difficulty in walking and we are responsible to look after her and protect her from falling down. Lots of people use a very peculiar eyesight to look a me and at 1st i was very shy and a bit unwilling to do so. But gradually i found that helping my grandma is not a shy thing, conversely, it is a good thing. It can improve our relationship and she is now more care for me.

Sometimes, looking forward is hard because we couldn't foresee so many thing, but we can observe our grandparents then we will have an brief idea about it. Try to love the one who beside you, and help them if they need your help. Without them, you will not be in this world. LOVE THEM with you own heart.

my dream

A few days before, Hui and i had a long long call. It last about 1 and half hours.

We discussed our future and i reminded her to check for the studying fees, whilst she reminded me to check for the education loans. Although this might not be happening soon but i could easily feel that we are so eager to be together. What i am saying here is we are so looking forward to further our study in overseas. Furthermore, we can cook for each other and help each other to clean the room. Besides, we can shop and exercise together. The most important thing is we can celebrate any festivals together especially birthday. How wonderful is it! i feel like going there now. haha~~
(One thing to emphasize, i am not a lesbian :) )

In addition, we can study together, learn together, sing together and play together. Sometimes we can make jokes of each other, and laugh like a children. If the time is allowed, we may go for traveling and find good foods around. If sometimes i feel sad, she can pacify me and help me go through the difficulties or vice versa. If i angry, she can act like a baby to make me happy or conversely. We share all our sadness and happiness together and live like a heaven. haha. Am i thinking too much? i think so.

I have lots of things to say and i am afraid that i may not finish all of them. But most vital thing for us now is to seize our dreams and do not let it go. Sometimes I really scared that i couldn't achieve our destination and it will make me sad. Hence, i really hope that it is not just a dream and it can come true.

Lastly, let's me make a wish to our future....................

Today

Today was quite a happy day. This morning I went out with my best friend, Hui, and we have our breakfast in Ah Seng wan tan mee restaurant.The Ah Seng wan tan mee is located at SS15 and the taste is not bad. Quite a lot of people like his wan tan mee but it is a bit dry, overall the taste is nice to eat. Since Hui’s parents brought me there for so many times, hence I know the place quite well. If you really want to go there, you can ask me and I will show you the direction. After having our breakfast, we both went to the comic shop at SS15 to borrow books. Today, I only managed to borrow one book, compared to yesterday I have 4 books. Besides, the DVD shop did not open and Hui’s ‘Slam Down’ has to wait for other day.

I am hereby to say thank you to Hui for accompanying me for breakfast and bringing me to borrow some books. Hence, I won’t be too boring in the evening after struggling P and MLC. I still could see some handsome comic guys and pretty ladies to ‘Destress’. I would like to cheer ~~~ friend forever.

Today lesson is like usual but I am very enjoyed. I am very happy to know that teacher has a 6-months old baby. You know why? Because I may have chance to play with her baby and it is fun. Actually I am quite a long winded person, and some of my friends do not like that. Sometimes they seeked for my advice when they do not understand the question, but what I would do was telling them the whole story for the related principle and using this to lead to the problem. Hence, some of them would get annoy and they would rather find someone. Yes, I admitted that I was really a long winded person. But I am trying my best to reduce my sentences and make it more precise. My teacher teaches me how to write a precise memo and it will help me to be less long winded. Ha

Anyways, I am very tired now and my eyes keep looking at my bed. Good night for anyone and have a nice dream.

Rejuvenation

The past 2 days, i had dinner with my 3rd kuma and all her friends who were just came back from Bhutan. They talked about the trip and theirs feeling after this tough trip. Even though i have never been there, throughout their conversation, it is enough for me to make my imagination about what the Bhutan is. If you want me to tell you what is it all about, i am sure that is not a problem to me as it is all in my mind. How interesting it is!

They told me about Bhutan environment, culture and scenery. The environment there is good and simple, the air there is fresh. In stead of using transportation they rode horses and they used a walking stick to walk and climb the hills. This is not a relax trip and yet a tough trip for them due to they all are over 50 years old. Nevertheless, they are spiritual and have tried their best to finish the whole trip.

People of Bhutan are really believed in Buddha, they are all Buddhism. You can see how they love the animals, even though a small little, dirty rat, they also care for them. They seldom kill animals and they are mostly vegetarians. I really love their compassion and happiness. Bhutan people are really poor,but they don't even ask you for a single sens and beg you to give them something. A sweet or a photograph for them is enough to make them happy. Compared to India, people there are realistic, they all want money. You can simply observe 4 or 5 years old children begs for money and it is almost every where. In Bhutan, the life there are so simple, they don't even bother their outlooks and hairstyles, they just wear what they want to wear. Comparability for them is nothing.

The scenery there is ok but not so perfect. Hence, they seldom discussed it. Haha, i have lots of to tell but i would prefer to tell you rather to write it here. If really interested in Bhutan, i would be glad to tell you the whole story verbally.

After hearing what my kuma and her friends said, i really need to find a place to travel and rejuvenate myself. Bhutan is such a peaceful place and i couldn't reject it. I want to breathe so hard for the fresh air and do some meditation there. Even though i make so much imagination, i can feel myself there.

What's a peaceful land for rejuvenation!!!!

Sad, moody, sad

Having the bad times for the past few days, feeling very unhappy and moody

Results released 2 days before, i have an unfavorable result. Even though i am able to pass all subjects, i still couldn't accept the result that i had seen in the board. Some subjects really out of my expectation and some subjects i thought i will be bad but at the end it turned out to be quite good. But some subjects i thought will be good it turned out to be bad, it really hurts. At first, i thought i could appeal for remarking but after thinking, i stopped my action. If the result after remarking appears to be the same, what should i do?

The 1st thing i am really concerned for, is the person who supports me in my study. I think this time will be a hard time for me and her. Sorry to tell her that i get such an awful results. I chose the way of writing email to her rather than i telling her straight away. The moments i know my results, i look up to the sky and i really hope for a big rock falling from the sky to hit my head. But no rock at all, just a usual white ceiling above me.Blank and Sad.........

Nevertheless, i still need to face her and the reality. The fact is the fact and i need to accept it in stead of i run away without doing anything. I think i becomes more mature compare to the past. For the 1st semester, if i have bad result, i would be very unhappy for few days and unwilling to talk to someone who scored higher marks than me. This time, i choose to accept rather than escape. Ha, this is the thing that i really proud of.

I am hereby to say sorry to her and i will try my best in the future.

Tired

Throughout the whole day study, i am really exhausted. PPPPPP~ why you are so hard to study?tired................

One minute ago, i received Ying Hui's message," sleep ad?"

Ying Hui, Ying Hui,Ying Hui, you know why i love you so much because you always accompany when i was bored and chit-chat with me when you have found some new topics. Thank you my dear, you really are the best, and it is not doubt!

Ying Hui always calls me when she is boring during her study periods and I have tried to count how many times a day i received her call and messages. After calculating, i felt so guilty and sorry for her. She is the one who calls me more than i call her and she messages me more than i message her. Sorry Ying Hui, i think i still need to improve myself to be so called a best friend of you. That is the reason why i still could not see rainbow with you. The sky need my effort as an evidence to prove that i am a good friend of you, then he is just willing to show rainbow to me and you. Again, very and extremely sorry for you.

Just now my 3rd kuma called me, she has just left the airport and on her way back to Bangsar. I am very happy and glad to hear that my 3rd kuma is safe. She phoned my grandmother to ensure that she was safely arrived and everything was fine. My grandmother is really care for her whilst my 3rd kuma loves my grandmother so much. What a happy family!

Suddenly, i feel so missing my family in Penang. How are you all? you all need to take care yourself and try not to eat too much hot and spicy foods. I love you all. Muaz.......

tired.......... going to bed soon.

Before that, i would like to make a wish for tomorrow. I wish Sok Pei will have a happy birthday.

Smashing time

I have a smashing time for today lesson. Everything went smoothly and the teacher is so kind to me. Looking backward, i suddenly feel so sorry for her as i had a bad imagination for her.

I would like to apologise to her, Ms Regina, who is a my tuition teacher and also a university lecturer, sorry for making such terrible judgment on you. Hope you don't mind for that. One interesting to share is ,we both are from Penang, Bukit Mertajam. That is so coincident! Haha, world is too small..........

2mr lesson

What a boring day for today! everthing seems to be the same and nothing much to change.

Hearing what ying hui told me yesterday, i was quite shocked for that. Actually tommorrow will be my first english writing lesson, i haven't prepared anything yet and it seemed to be late for me to prepare my english. English couldn't be prepared, it has to be performed on the spot and few days of preparation couldn't make the work done. One hour before, i have read some article which was teaching us how to write a report and what should you do to polish up your english and etc. I have read all through once and found some new words and i recorded it down for convinience of revising.

Simultaneously, i found some fuuny thing which was the english lesson for children. Let me show you the website first~~www.mingoville.com. There are lots of flamingoes and one of the flamingoes is the main director who teach you how to play the game. It is quite colourful with the blackground and it makes me feel like playing facebook ~ pet society. Haha, i like colourful thing and that's why this website attracts my attention. You can go and try it out if you like it.

Suddenly something flashes in my mind, it makes me feel uncomfortable again ~ the atmosphere for tommorrow lesson. Can i escape? It makes me feel so horrible as i haven't seen the teacher before and who knows the first lesson is nothing just " please write a report for me now, as i want to see which level are you in ." Damn it, i know the first i will do is looking at her with my innocent eyes and telling her that i know nothing. "Bang!!!!" she slapes on the table and use her finger to point at me and says," Dare you say it again?huh!". Can you imagine the circumstances ?how horrible is it? What i can do is looking at her speechlessly and say," i will try to do now, okay?"

I think i am going crazy now, my good imagination leading me to such a scary situation. Crying is useless. In stead of crying, i need to make myself more stronger,or even strongest. I will not be scared and i will be brave enough to attend the class.

Wahhahahahahahhahaha...................................................